3rd grade...here we come!

It's been a busy and life changing 8 months since my last post. In between being a full time teacher and mom of 4, I experienced one of the hardest things so far in my life. My mom passed away from lung cancer in May. Watching her go through the final stages of life, as well as experienceing a huge loss,  really had me question what was important in my life. Through my struggles and tears, I've gained strength and a renewed sense of trying to find the positives in life, and let go of the stresses and negatives that life can bring.  So, some positive things that have emerged for the twins is that they ended their 2nd grade school year at grade level and I couldn't have asked for a better 2nd grade year!

That brings us to the new school year. The closer we get to the first day of school (for all 3 of us) up creeps my anxieties of the new year. Will their teacher see past their challenges? Will she see through the behavior and know how much they are capable of? Luckily, I work at their school and was able to find an educator who is similar to my teaching style. She has already reached out to me to ask about what sensory processing is, the tools, therapies and tricks we use to help support their learning and behaviors and how they work together in the same classroom. I have also come across people questioning why I keep them in the same classroom with each other. There are multiple reasons as to why I want them together and, at the end of the day, I felt it was best to continue to keep them in the same class. Hopefully, it continues to be a good decision in hopes of  keeping some calmness in our crazy, busy life.

Austin developed a verbal tic (also known as Turrettes) at the end of first grade. I was able to find an essential oil blend that helped him, up until these last few weeks. I am not sure if the anxiety of a new classroom, new grade, new teacher and not being next to my classroom is what has caused an increase in his anxiety levels. All I know is that I feel helpless when I can't help my child. My own anxieties of starting the busyness of our life are also increasing. I am just hoping that I can continue having a positive mindset that I have gained through my last few months of  self reflection of life and the importance of enjoying these moments that I have with my children. I hope the new school year brings not only academic success for my boys, but more independence, less drama and meltdowns, and more positive memories for all of us. So, grab the essential oils and stress balls...here's to another school year!